Brittnay says I'm nesting.
I have been mass spring cleaning and purging out anything I do not even remotely like. I must have packed up 12 trash bags full of clothes.
My room is only 12 x14 so I really don't see how one person can have so much stuff.
I just came upon pictures from High School, and dorm life, very entertaining. Its amazing how many of those people I was so close with I never see.
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I freaking cried in class today.
In the middle of meditation during yoga, I lost it and tears just came streaming down my face, and I am not a pretty crier, and I tend to sob, so trying to keep it under control in a class that was extremely quiet was not that easy. The teacher just let me cry.
That was nice of him.
I hate this. I hate the not sleeping, the not eating, the feeling utterly useless.
BAH! This is just horrendous.
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will always be there for you. Even if you are a crying blubbering mess. HOWEVER...you have LIED on this blog. Not eating?!?!?! HA! Tell that to the 2 margaritas and NM style encha-cha-cha's we shared eariler this week. Sheesh!
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that was the first thing I'd eaten all day. And that was what? At three?
ReplyDeleteGeez sodomizer, I wish I were there to get you drunk or eat ice cream in bed with you. I love you friend! I'm gald you cried, you need to get that out of you. Miss you much.
ReplyDeleteProud of you for crying in public and not apologizing for it. :)
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