Lamesauce.

As some ofyou may or may not know I am no longer attached.

It was not a choice I think either of us wanted to make, but most of all me. I honestly feel like this totally came out of no where.

I just can't freakin understand. Why now? Why this lovely timing? Happy Valentines Day Happ Birthday! HAHA, guess not.

Yesterday I went to work and was so worth nothing that I came home and went to sleep around six.

I am not a crier. But just because I don't turn on the waterworks does not mean I don't feel hurt, confused, embarrassed, and totally distraught.

He is the man I thought I would never leave, the man I thought I'd spend the rest of my life with.

I am dumbfounded, confused and hurt and numb. Incredibly numb.