I'm seriously messed up in the head.
I am just not mentally prepared for this. Any of this.
I was at school today meeting with a professor and after a breif and scruff meeting I left the office and got in my car and freakin cried like a baby. Again.
I went into Yoga and spent the better part of an hour and yoga practice getting it together.
What the hell is wrong with me? Why doesn't it ease? Why does it keep getting worse and not better?
I feel on the verge right now. I feel like I've cried all the tears of my entire life in the past three weeks.
urgh.
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Wow- I feel like this could have been written by me! I feel like this all the time. Its true that the more you learn, the more you realize you don't know anything. There is at least one time each week that i feel hopelessly horrible at what i do.
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You are not ALONE! I know in my last posting, i said we are all alone...but as much as we are, there are others who have felt this way. Felt like its all not worth it and that we dont even understand ourselves. I sure don't. Hang in there!It will take time but it will get easier.
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