Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Marlboro Man and Ree

Good lord above, this is the best story. And the best part about it is this man actually exitst.  Josh Lucas better be playing him in the film version!

 
Gracious, this man meant business. All my life, in all my silly dating, in all my shenanigans with surfers and high achievers and frat boys and playmates, I’d never been with a man who was so real with me, so direct—except for the guy who put me on his life insurance after our fourth date, but that doesn’t count. Marlboro Man was so willing to put himself out there, so unafraid to put forth his true feelings, I simply wasn’t used to it. I was used to head games, to tactics, to apathy, to aloofness. When it came to love and romance, I’d developed a rock-solid tolerance for mediocrity. And here, in two short weeks, Marlboro Man had blown it all to kingdom come. There was nothing—absolutely nothing—mediocre about Marlboro Man.
 
Seriously he exists.  Do you have to have grown up inthe middle of no where to be like this?

What are you doing?” I asked.
Coming to pick you up,” he said. Mmmm, there he was, taking charge again. Why did I love it when Marlboro Man took charge? It made my heart skip a beat, made me feel flushed and excited and thrilled. After four years with J, I was sick and tired of Orange Country surfer-ness. Laid back, I’d discovered, was no longer something I wanted in a man. And when it came to his affection for me, Marlboro Man was anything but laid back. “I’ll be there at five.” Yes sir. Anything you say, sir. I’ll be ready.
A man who takes charge, who is not afraid to tell you how he feels about you, a man who provides and says this is how its going to be. Ree is one lucky lady, and I love her story.

If you're not into the story, check out her site for, if nothing else, the food!

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Dimples...


I've been on a dimple kick today. What is it about dimples that does me in? Holy moly! I turn into butter just watching this guy, and he's not in High School, he's 28! Ugh. Cory Monteith.

He can sing too, that may have something to do with it. :)

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Its been way too long...

Here we are again. Oh blog I've missed you.

The last 8 months have been a whirlwind- and that is putting it mildly.

The last week has been insane as well.

In the words of my favourite fencing Spaniard: "Let me splain- no! There is too much. Let me sum-up."

My Grandpa on my Mom's side was diagnosed with stage 4 liver and lung cancer. They gave him 4 months. That was 3 months ago.

I'm his favourite grandchild.

I've broken up with my boyfriend and moved out.

Back home, which is not the worst place ever to be, but at 27, its pushin it. I need to get on with my life and be an adult.

My bestest girl friend and her husband are moving to the other side of the country. Who's gonna be girly with me now when I need it? :(

I closed a wonderful run of "Nine" the musical at Hunger Artists, in Fullerton. It was my first show in just about 2 years, so it was so much fun to be back on stage. (that's me down there trying to look like I'm out of 1941)

I've made lovely connections with all of the amazing ladies of the cast.

The only male in the show was arrested a week ago for killing two people.

He did that 2 weeks ago in between shows.

Yeah, insane.



Can we talk about the lack of sleep I've had the last 2 weeks please?


BUT to put things in perspective:
Yeah. I'm not affected by the oil spill to much at all. Can you imagine trying live like that?

If you're living in the Gulf and trying to make a living by fishing or other means of the waterways? Ugh.

Unemployment in California is nearing 13%. I'm so thankful to have a job!


But still...


My heart hurts. My heart is heavy. I feel like if I wasn't so strong that I would just cocoon up into a ball and stay in bed for days. Maybe that's coming, I tend to deal well with things while they're happening, its when they're over and everyone is gone that I tend to lose it.

So here is a picture of something that makes me happy. Something I will have someday, oh yes, he will be mine, he will be mine. (Even if its not this exact one)

I freaking love these horses! Who am I kidding, I love any horse!